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Friday, September 10, 2010 @ 9:59 AM
9SEPTEMBER2010 -elisa comes to spore! This is Elisa Lee,a friend i made when i was 14yrs old while i was studying aboard in BLCU. Yknow , i really feel very fortunate to have so many overseas friends , i bet not alot of kids my age have the experiences i have.Experiences such as living alone in boarding school in china almost every holiday & having to RE-make all the friends i will be having every end-year holiday. What i get out of it , is a much independent & sociable personality . I can do with or without friends , it's a matter of whether i want to or not , right ? . Haha so Elisa's an AIRSTEWARDES! she's here in Singapore for a flight transit & i was to show her round the island . I took her to bugis to show her a sight of Singapore instead of just malls where all her other colleuges got ripped off ($90 for manicure where you could have it done for $10).lol Anyway , i'm kinda over the kpop night concert thing . okay i am still sad & i wish i was fucking rich but yes , i'm not depressed as how i was used to be . ohh & before sleeping last night , i had a random thought : Yknow , out of the many friends i have ( i'm not tryna boast here) 50% are Hi-Byes > 40% think they are close to me/act they are close to me/try to be close to me to get close to my friends cause of small talks > 5% know what i'm going through but don't really care >2% know what im going through ,have to care cos they have to / try to care but it doesn't help at all but don't stay by me >>3% know what i'm going through ,have been through it with me & are willing to help me in times of crisis . I was very loney last night , but i could'nt think of anyone i coulf count on .K lah , have lisyuan but i don't wana bother her . Even my cousin who i treat like a sister , i know for now , i can't reply on her . why ? she is 21yrs old & have her first boyfriend & i'm old enough not to bother her . yknow what's it like to live under someone ele's roof ? too put up with their faces ? no , you all will never know cause you all have been lucky bastards all your life when your parent's always been there for you . My mum sent me to school only at primary school & she only did it for 3days . After that , even though she could get up late for work , she never even bother to wake me up or make breakfast . kkkkk stop emoing ! fuck , this happens when i watch too many korean dramas .haha okay nights everyone. |