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Monday, March 17, 2008 @ 4:21 AM
leeann - dispair and lost hope helllo there yes i kno it has been long since i have updated my blog . it's kinda troblesome now for me to upload pictures so my posts may be lil pain for the next few weeks till SYF & the examinations are over . alot of things have been happening & after the holidays which was a torture yet a good expreience made me forget almost everything. i'll rephrase what i feel now: as summer went and winter drew , numbness ,dissapointment & the hope that was once a fire hinder to a small spark even itself unable to explain the pondings. A hint will do & i'll bear the cut but freed from a long-term hurt caused by closed appleboxes. whom the outcast ,or is over sensitivity devouring my spirt.for chance is still there yet at times it feels just like something small. & yes this is composed by me . i doubt you'll understand , maybe nicole will (: i know she may be hiding things from us but i think i should heck it .i want to end my pathetic plight of worrying and pondering what "it"is thinking/doing or the other "it" could be saying . LEEEANN : listen up you , dont deny your feelings as they bring you nowhere . you think noone even your bestfriend , okay maybe your bestie knows, can see through you but i think i cracked the code . maybe its assumtions & i do hope so . if you are holding back on your words i expect you not to.TWO SIDED FACE . but anyway heck it . heh |
