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Thursday, March 08, 2007 @ 4:31 AM
today was'nt great at all.this week that is~ i think they are lying and everything changed after that week.maybe im already out of the picture.i don't think they even care. travelling to school isn't a joy anymore and being present in school is even worst. we don't talk in class anymore . not really i miss their REAL smiles but i don't know if they miss mine. now almost everyone is in the same CCA i guess im right from the beginning. this is what i predicted , and i asked them before."no , it will never happen one lah"is what i got back.but it did and it is happening now:( maybe im wrong but YES , this is the feeling i had gotten from the previous friend-relationship. this time is it different....this time noone ele's shadow is beside mine a shadow is all i see when i look down while walking home , the shadow of mine. will this continuious cycle happen for the next three years of my life?im not moving away , but i can feel it in them... they are , drifting slowly bit by bit. if you ask why am i like that , well i don't know what to say.i am trying to change but i don't know if i have unless they tell me so. i'll end here today. i thought everything was gona be perfect when i joined them.but i doubt so. are they talking about me? |
